Forget to Remember

What have I done?
Where have I come from?
When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass did I seal
the loss that's become me?
Feeling undone
What have I become?
When I turned my back on you I turned my back on myself and
Became this machine
Thoughtlessness, Selfishness, Hopelessness, Arrogant

I feel it on the inside, twisting and contorting, memory has
Shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside, biting through and stinging,
Will I ever forget to remember?

Shadows in the sun,
Filter through us.
Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child,
Confession rejected,
We grow up,
To give up,
People step on the cracks for wounds owed paid back
Through the words of surrender
Emptiness, Loneliness, Listlessness, Worthless

Can you save me? From myself, from these memories
Can you save me? From myself, from these memories

Surrender, to the shadows, haunting inside, bleed through
You
Surrender to the secrets inside, lies within you

I feel it on the inside, twisting and contorting, memory has
Shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside, biting through and stinging,
Will I ever forget to remember?
Can't feel you on the inside, set down the bag and left it,
Lost memory has left me
One again.
Open up the inside, Admission for the cleansing, Now that I've
Forgotten to remember
Surrender, to the shadows, haunting inside, bleed through you

~mudvayne~