no more mr. nice guy

tear me down
drill in to me my faults
it's my fault

and i deserve this
it's mine to carry
your lies feed

happiness
but not mine
wait
not what it seems
drowning
in the lies

and i deserve this
the pain pulses through
i deserve this
but i throw it back at you

independence
in control
finally a free mind
realizing all that can be

i don't deserve this
i'm done carrying these
flaws and guilt
they're not mine

i know who i am
i don't believe you
you don't scare me anymore

but my heart
it's sad for you
i hope you realize one day